Berhenti

Aku rasa cukuplah. Aku dah penat. Penat untuk pura-pura tak kisah, penat untuk pura-pura tabah, penat untuk pura-pura tak sakit. Buat masa sekarang, aku dah tak kuat. Izinkan aku berundur diri. Maaf, aku give up. 

Cukuplah kita sebagai kawan. Tak lebih daripada itu dan tak akan mungkin lebih daripada itu. 

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How I Wish

Simple hey

Dude, I almost be twenty. I enjoy my life right now. With my family, friends and also with my special friend. Yeah, when I'm becoming twenty soon. There are so many things that I'm gonna do it. My study, I hope next sem I will be well-prepare and better than this sem. I will learn from my mistakes :'( I also target to achieve dean list. #PrayForLily

My relationship with very one. With my family, I hope I can make you guys happy esp my parents. I don't want to let them down. My siblings, I really hope our bond becoming stronger than before. I really appreciate time we spend together. Let's make our mom and dad happy :) 

With my friends. Like seriously, if I already be friend with someone. It's gonna be so hard for me to let them go. Everyone of you guys are really special and mean something to me. I wish I can be with them like forever. Friends, let's do so many/much activities together. Lepak-ing, bowling, mamak-ing, chess-ing, carom-ing, drama-ing, hiking, swimming, jogging, badminton-ing, shopping and others. 

P/s: Oh ya btw, I dont have twitter and instagram anymore (due to becoming adult soon). But I do active in whatsapp. Pm me huhuhuhuhu

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